en y va

I've been told that I should write to you. That I've internalised everything that has happened between us.


All I have wanted to do was speak to you, to have myself heard or to have you hear me; I'm not sure which of those was more important.

I've been sitting on the idea of writing to you for over a month; now that I can "speak" to you I don't know what it is that I want to say to you.

I proclaimed vociferiously that it was only fair and just to give me a chance to speak-audi alteram partem. Argue my banal legal principles over matters of the heart- uniformity throughout my life. A principled life.

Alors, en y va.

Adrian Ghenie